Reconnect. Feel ALIVE.
Awaken · Life Force · Integrate · Vision · Embody
ALIVE is an invitation to come home to yourself: through nature, ancestral wisdom, thoughtful learning and human connection.
At Hokhmah Heart, this spirit takes shape through rest, retreats, workshops and the gifts of many facilitators. Beyond the jungle, it continues through videos, reflection and everyday practice.
Come as you are. Every belief is welcome. Stay curious, listen inward and choose your own next step.



The ALIVE process

A — Awaken · Notice how you feel.
L — Life Force · Discover what restores your vitality.
I — Integrate · Bring body, emotions and relationships into dialogue.
V — Vision · Reconnect with what matters.
E — Embody · Carry one meaningful step into daily life.
A flexible framework for reflection and reconnection, welcoming many perspectives.
Space before and after
Give yourself time to arrive—and time to carry the experience home. Stay in the week before or after your retreat, with quiet jungle surroundings and space to rest, reflect and reconnect.
Choose gentle experiences in nature, optional support at Balance Wellness Center or simply time for yourself. Our team can help you shape a stay around your needs.
Retreats & workshops
Pause, listen and reconnect through guided reflection, gentle body awareness, creativity and time in nature. ALIVE workshops offer practical tools you can carry into everyday life.
Created by Malonie Carre and enriched by visiting facilitators and our local team, each gathering makes room for different gifts and perspectives.
ALIVE, beyond the jungle
A book is taking shape: reflections on presence, creative vitality and the ALIVE journey. More will be shared here as it develops.
For now, continue below with The Energy Alchemist on YouTube and the free Balance and Erotic Abundance courses.
The Energy Alchemist YouTube Channel
with Malonie Carre
Over 30 years of personal growth, I have learned from many mentors, from nature, and from life itself. I share these reflections as a fellow human still learning—not as someone with all the answers.
The Energy Alchemist is a space to explore:
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Your energy, creativity and sense of purpose
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Heart-centered awareness and connection
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Practical ways to bring insight into everyday life
Take what resonates, stay curious, and honour your own experience. Whatever your beliefs or starting point, you are welcome here.
Explore the videos at your own pace, or subscribe to continue the conversation.

Reconnect to your energy, emotions, and creative power—one breath at a time.
A free, seven-module course with Malonie Carre. Explore breath, presence, the balance of structure and flow, and practices for reconnecting with your heart and creative energy.
Watch the guided videos at your own pace. Use the workbook to reflect on what you discover and bring it into everyday life.
Begin with Module 1 below, or explore the free ALIVE resources.
Use the workbook alongside the seven videos. Make notes, explore the reflection prompts and return to the practices at your own pace.
Module 1: Grounding Into Presence 🔴
Learn to root your energy, calm your nervous system, and reconnect with your body through the power of conscious breath and presence. This is the first step in returning to balance.
🟠 Module 2: Awakening Polarity
Explore the masculine and feminine energies within you. Discover how to recognize imbalance and begin cultivating harmony between structure and flow, doing and being.
Module 3: Personal Power & the Energy Behind Creation 🟡
Tap into your solar plexus to reclaim authentic confidence and creative momentum. Learn how to move beyond burnout and into aligned action.
🟢 Module 4: Heart Coherence & Emotional Alignment
Shift from mind-based living to heart-centered awareness. This module helps you feel more, think less, and develop emotional intelligence that brings peace and clarity.
Module 5: Living in Alignment 🔵
Balance isn’t just a moment—it’s a way of living. Learn how to make energy-based decisions that expand your life with intention, flow, and harmony.
🟣 Module 6: Integrity & Inner Transparency
Explore the high-vibrational qualities of honesty, sincerity, and self-awareness. Understand how living in integrity with yourself creates energetic coherence and magnetism.
Module 7: Integration & Self-Love ⚪
Bring it all together with a gentle reminder: transformation doesn’t require perfection. Learn to walk the path with compassion, grace, and self-trust—even when you fall out of alignment.
Explore creativity, sensual awareness and your relationship with life through this free eight-module course with Malonie Carre.
Follow the guided videos at your own pace, with reflections on breath, presence, beliefs and the balance of structure and flow. Choose what feels meaningful to you; there is no pressure to share your personal story.
Begin with the introduction below, and use the workbook for your own reflections.
This workbook is designed to support your journey through the Erotic Abundance course, helping you embody each lesson more fully as you reconnect with your sensual energy, creative power, and the deeper truth of who you are.
An Introduction to Erotic Abundance with Malonie Carre:
Discover What Really Turns You On and How This is the Secret to Abundance in your Life Mission
Module 1: Your Breath Moves Your Energy 🔴
Begin your journey into Erotic Abundance by reconnecting with the energy of your body. This module invites you to ground through breath, awaken dormant desire, and cultivate safety within your sensual expression. The path to abundance begins with presence.
Module 2: Introspection 🟡
We spend so much of life outside of ourselves—reacting, rushing, disconnecting. This module invites you to return inward, where awareness begins and true mastery of your thoughts, feelings, and energy takes root through one simple 5-minute practice.
🟢 Module 3: What Is Creative Energy?
Creative, intimate, and sexual energy all come from the same source—your vital life force. In this module, you’ll learn how your beliefs shape the flow of this energy, and how to clear blocks, release tension, and channel it into joy, purpose, and powerful creation.
Module 4: Belief Systems 🔵
Before we can fully awaken and work with our creative erotic energy, we must understand the roots of our beliefs around it. In this module, we explore how childhood, cultural conditioning, and early experiences shaped your relationship with erotic energy—and begin the process of rewriting the story.
🟣 Module 5: Energy Flow
Learn how to channel your erotic energy upward—fueling creativity, vision, and manifestation. When aligned with your purpose, this energy becomes a powerful force for high-vibrational creation.
Module 6: Connecting 🟠
Presence amplifies power. In this module, you’ll learn how to stay grounded in the now as you work with your erotic energy—so your creations are charged with clarity, connection, and real-time vibrational force.
⚫ Module 7: Balancing The Energies
Within each of us lives both masculine and feminine energy—regardless of gender. In this module, you’ll explore how to recognize, balance, and consciously express these energies to unlock your full erotic potential.
Module 8: Creating Union Within ⚪
You no longer need a partner to activate your creative power. In this module, you’ll learn how to unite your inner masculine and feminine energies—generating a powerful inner union that fuels your vitality, purpose, and contribution to the world.
